'I':)(

I am more aware of myself, I am more blind and ignorant may be.
'I' have changed in my mind, me qua dynamic-dialogical-other-being :)
'I' am also performative, both affect others and is affected by others.
More than effects, we have shaped each others. Is it disturbing that much? Is it comforting that much?
Am I trying to be understood? No, I am not.
Am I trying to be the one who challenge all? No, I am not.
I am in trouble with myself, yes or no?
Both, yes and no...
I am going between being and imaging? Is it the case?
Is not there any reality? Isn't there a connection between what I have perceived and what I have cognized?
Bla bla bla...,
I have become a god-damn complicated being?
Am I kidding now?
Both yes and no:)))